ramblings

god damn it.

alright.

you said this! no, i didn't. no, you did.

always always always! woohoo!

i have been going swimming a lot recently. not like laps, different swimming strokes. not like that. just putting on goggles, jumping in the pool and swimming down to the bottom of the deep end and looking up at the surface ripple above me. i didn't use to be able to do that. my ears would hurt too much or by the time i got to the bottom i would be out of breath.

i was a child soldier.